A letter from April 27th, 2018

Dear Future Me, I do not know how to start addressing you my dear gorgeous beautiful self. I want to laugh and cry at the same time , you have passed through some fire but now your here. Sometimes I wondered how you would pull through but your here love . Look at you stand tall now , fiercely loyal to you . Honey I give you a standing ovation looking back I would not have thought one day you would run your own empire, make your own home and love someone as much as you love your baby. He is your world and everyday when you think of him you smile. Remember how they asked if your sure you wanted to keep the little prince? Remember how hard you fought to bring him to this world and 4 years down the line he is your world. Sweet mama I will always praise you. Only positive words for you dear. when I look at you in the mirror I always tell you, You are awesome, you are blessed and you are strong even when you add a few pounds this words will always re affirm you.You are special. I pray for you everyday to get a man worth your time and worth your sons time too. Its hard being alone the world can be a lonely place for a single mum but don't give up .God gives what we ask for and He knows your needs. Don't settle for a mere servant while the King is in search for you. Never compromise your principles for mere fun. Wait, the wait will be worth it.When he eventually shows up you will know. All this games you play will come off , all this covers will come off all the walls you built around your heart will come off. Ull see honey. I know you don't believe now but watch this space. For now grow your mind you are limitless. Grow your faith , grow your son. Shape him into a gentleman that will make you proud. Make him learn how to walk in Godly ways. Love you , do you , for you. Cant wait to see you in 5 years darling. I love you so much . Regards, Your past self.