A letter from July 21st, 2018

Dear FutureMe, By the time you're reading this, I hope that you've changed. Not for the sake of others, but for yourself. I hope that things are in a much better place than it was before. I hope that you've learnt to not drown yourself to save someone who won't even get wet for you. I hope that you've realised just because they're your 'friends', doesn't mean you should continue sticking around them if they're causing more harm than good. I hope that you've learnt to let go, even if you've been through so much with them, even if they're your day 1's. I hope that you've learnt to not be afraid to lose people that you care about. That you care so much about you put their happiness above yours. You put them above you. You'd go out of your way just to make sure they're okay. I hope that you've learnt to distance yourself away from people who hurt you because your happiness matters, you matter. No, this does not give you a reason to talk shit about them, just know when to disconnect and when to reconnect again. Better friends are coming, better people are coming, better days are coming.