A letter from December 16th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, Its me from 2018, and i just wanted to say Happy birthday. Its been uh 5 years ha? You could be married now or be in the moon or living in asgard or die. i will be really glad if you recived this letter, knowing you're okay and alive. 5 years from now, it means you'll be 22. 5 years apart from me, from you 17 youth and spark and life. In case you forgot about everything that we've been trough, i could dig your memory again. I know you can't remember details really well but i know for sure you remember someone i love today. Arif. I'm madly in love with him and you do know that feelings. All that dreams and hope to be together and have a familly someday. And i'm here not to attack you with a several question or are you still with him or not, cause its only gonna make you feel guilty and i know that everything happens in the future, its all have been the part of your life since day one. I trust you, and today me by saying that im inlove with him doesnt mean or command you to start crying and try to do a stupid things. If you're not with him anymore in your 22, it means thats the right thing to be happend, and i know someday you'll meet someone that is better than him. And if you have that guilty feelings of you pushed him away than get rid of that toughts cause i know you pushed people away for some reason, and i respect you for that. And if you still be with him, i'll be realky glad knowing that i am with the right person. If he makes you happy than stay with him, if you feel comfortable, if you find home in him, then don't let him go. Cause i know exactly what you need to do if he is the one. And hey, i have a request for you or a mission to do for you. If you still with him then go see him, meet him, thank him how greatfull you are for this and show him this letter hahaha. Tell him that i'm madly in love with him and thankyou for sticking around and fill my life. And if he doesnt with you, then i want you to contact disty and asked him to hang out. Oh and let me tell you about my bless in 2018; friends. I have such a wonderful and great friends surround me today and im happy for that. Let me list up a name of some peeps who impact me so much in life. Disty Alim Fahriyadi Murfhy Kiko Reza Arif. Yea thats it, guess i dont hae that much of a special peeps and i'm greatful for that. Oh and i have something for you to keep in you heart whenever something bad happend. "everything happend for a reason, either its good or bad, all of it will leads to the better version of your self." I might not as wiser as you are or have many more experience as you are, but i am you and you are me and its nice to have this life. And someday you're gonna looking at the mirror and tell yourself, you did it. Sincerly from my deepest heart, 16/12/2018 Zimah And oh, wish me luck, i have a date today.