A letter from January 2nd, 2019

Dear FutureMe, It is January 1st 2019 as I am writing this. There are so many factors about this year that I am anxious about. I have a goal to transfer, but at the moment, I'm not sure where I got in yet. I've never wanted something more badly in my life, an admission letter from Occidental. I have a life that I currently envision for myself in the future, but also I am aware that things tend to not go as I plan, solely for my own good as well. I hope I soon find the strength to let go and allow myself to submit to where the universe wants to take me. For 2019, I hope you are relentlessly living in the present, and unconditionally taking care of yourself, as well as finding a balance between being disciplined and as well as stepping out of your comfort zone. At the moment, I am firm on my identity yet I feel that I am still easily swayed by other's energies. I wish to be so deeply grounded within myself that no one can remotely have an effect on how I feel and how I view myself. I hope I have finally find the courage to find what I love and continuously do that and give it effort to ultimately cultivate it to my abilities' fullest potential in the end. I trust myself enough to allow myself to do everything that I could ever hope for. I believe that I will manifest everything that I could ever hope for. I'm excited to read this letter a year from now and see where I am in life. No matter where I am, I know I will make the most out of it. Although I am not that proud of myself at the moment, I acknowledge that I have come a long way. As long as I put the energy in, I will receive everything that I deserve. I love myself enough to allow myself to receive everything I envision for myself. I love you. 2018 was a good one, let's make the next year even better.