A letter from January 22nd, 2019

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're still sober. I hope you're here. I hope you've managed to be Happy. I hope you have found it in yourself to forgive everyone for the petty wrongs they did to you. I hope the people you have harmed in any way no matter how minor it was are happy by this point. I hope you've gotten better at coping. I hope that you're not alone but if you are I hope you've still found a way to be at least okay with it. See as I'm writing this I think I do deserve to be alone right now I think I needed to feel some heart break because I've broken my fair share but I am truly sick of being alone. I hope that if you're with someone you don't take them for granted and I hope they treat you the same. That's all reality. I hope you've found a way to love yourself too and be okay with everything. I hope you still ask God to help get you through everything. I need to trust him more right now so I hope you're able to do that by this point.