A letter from May 8th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, At the moment I'm feeling okay, but a bit dissatisfied. It's a week after my 20th birthday. I really want my life to be more interesting. I want to make the most of my youth. At this point I haven't had sex in nearly a year. I haven't been kissed since last July. I don't have any real romantic feelings for anyone. I don't have a job. I don't have a reliable friend group (nor many friends at all). I don't have a plan for next year. I feel terrible anxiety almost constantly which holds me back from countless opportunities. I hope by this time next year none of these things will be the case anymore. I want, most of all, to be better at connecting with people. At the very least, I'll have my degree.