A letter from May 7th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, hi. i hope this reaches you. i love you. i know most days you feel worthless and stupid but that’s not the truth. yes you can be a dumb ***** but thats okay. i love who you are. look at it this way: if you were a separate person, would you be friends with you? if yes stop worrying! i would love to befriends with me. keep breathing and going. i hope by now you have reached some goals. have a job, be back in therapy, have at least one friend that lives close, and be at peace with who you are. i wish the best for you always. times get tough but we are tougher. today marks 538 days clean. hopefully that number gets even higher. stay strong sweet pea! (may seventh twenty nineteen)