A letter from June 28th, 2019

I've lived my life with the thought that I was better than the rest. However now I realize I'm the worst. I was told that I was pretty, that I had a suppotive family and that I was smart. I find out now that I don't have what I thought I had. Yes my family loves me, yes I love myself and yet, I am yet with knowledge of nothing. I have no passion inside of me to want to do anything . I wake up every morning with the ambition for everything and I go to sleep ending up doing nothing. When will my awakening happen? When will I see something beautiful? What will happen to me?