A letter from August 7th, 2019

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi! How are you right now? Are you doing well? Hows your lovelife? Is it fine now? Have you met the person you've been praying for a long time? I know youre in the Philippines already, waiting to apply in public school, right? Because you decided to end up your contract here abroad. I just want you to know that you made the right decision. Also, you are in a confusing state today about your lovelife. You are attached to a person whom you dont know if he will stay or not. He's one of the reasons why you want to go home. He said that he will wait for you and fight for you. Though its difficult because of the distance and the circumstance that both of you are having right now, still, theres 1 percent hope in your heart that you will end up together. We'll see. What happens, happens. And I want you to know that I love you so much self. You are worthy. You deserve to be happy. Always pray.

Epilogue

about 4 years later

Hi, It’s me from August 26, 2024. It’s 12:47 am and I’m still awake. Acee, my...

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