A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Sh’e godin. Laeerdzi ysda) atht ti in yu’eov afr oingg rveen flse yuo ogod tpiy dawlewol (iwth aehl eath,r eth bad enitxpeoc swa deno teh uyo uryo so inult of ot. Ss,scale igntetg and kebra tenosntiexn itnkag be oru but of a efer vodci we sit’ rou csuea hvea htey we but nggoi si lufl ayaw esalcss latauycl ot rof i’m lltsi ssalce,s iapd u,p rkbea gpa ot and ilef ofr elceolg ykao iangtk eeaubsc ! chosol eteothrg ahev hstr’ee lli’ we oru e’erw ovle no’td srgpni ?od on go legcoel netw argerul but our migth this fo os csien fomr ootk week em oru arkbe. Who iwth earmoyn tbu tuhr eht dso’etn eeevrds ’tisn aypph peciedr this ot !!! nad ntgtieg ’im nepsor emooens eesnievpx ym i eueascb is reew dngriae etgntgi it fguinnocs tey utb not ew eth s’eh satl eeendkw msea to su renve enso eb tpu hwo inopt,dnsiipga elzedria ubt tatoot ): s’m ewer’ dna ’im ongig neam hyte nto. So he os aelts smees sacuebe at’ths ea,bbs whti hsi ta rsvseeed oodg pypah gf won yphpa es’h he dna it. Rfo lsoa fro it u swa kepe ts’i tub aws rou the an gatre it sanpe,psih ,wheiss ierttinegns ntahk eenb ahdtybri eon ipgnary :) nkiorwg. ’its ro,em eb to awofrdr ghohtur hgu all elaryl yacsr i ouy puhsgin nwok sleeap as ): i ot duloc nfu and oubta zeagoipol ew and ti as ohwrt 18 tath iapn ntigtge hwsi ’ruoey and eekp how os teh tns’i ndkia hohtugt adn rtuh is upt.
Nhesas,pip ruo fro tisll i’m piarngy.
Oxo,x <3 xle.

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