A letter from September 11th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are you girl? Writing this letter was a bit hard for me today. I am sad. Lonely. And a bit hurt. I hope your doing well in the future. I'm wishing you all great things and good company to be with. I know its going to be though. You will cry few tears along the way. May also Lose few friends in chasing dreams. And made a lot of mistakes in going to your destination. But you know what its okay. Its going to be okay. I know your going through a lot. And will have to face a lot more than that in the future. But when I read this letter a few years later, I hope your still standing tall, proud, smiling and chin up. I'm sorry if I was weak and was so delicate, that I easily break. I'm sorry to put you through such pain. You were always the one understanding every situation, every reason and every person. But was never understood the way you always did. You always gave, but never did receive. You always helped others with their problems. Always the one they would run to. But did you ever get what you deserve also? I know you always tend to think of others than yourself but, are you okay? Did they treat you right? Did you receive the kind of treatment you always longed for? I hope your not disappointed a few years later for not getting what you actually deserve. I wish you are on your way to success and happiness. O I remember to ask.. were you happy on your 18th birthday? Was it something happy to remember. I wish you weren't crying the whole night ☹ Please be happy. Be genuinely. Sincerely. Happy. Its all I'm praying. And if you were really crying that night, I'm sorry to be weak that moment. You were expecting something from your friends right? You were always giving and always putting them first before yourself. You were always thinking of their happiness and welfare. But did they ever thought of you. Did they ever wondered and think, are you really alright? Have you ever cried because of them? guess not that important to them. Not that special. And no meaning for them. Even though you experienced that, I want you to always give. Not everyone is like you. Continue. Continue what you are doing. Grow into someone I will admire someday. Progress into someone I'm sure everyone else will remember and someone you, yourself will be proud of. College is a bit scary. But I know you can do It. Hang in there. Proudly, Future CPA Lawyer💋 PS. Love yourself more. Embrace those complex. And be happy.