A letter from October 29th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hi, right now i'm sad :( I think i've done a lot of wrong things and wrong decision making from my past and i kinda regretted some of those. Like i had my choice not to do it but did anyways not because i want the deed but was hoping if i evee do what i did things will finally get better and happier. But i was wrong, i was taken for granted :( Self i know it's hard to accept things but i pray one day that we'll be able to accept what had happened and not feel any regret at all. What happened was a lesson, but know that you aren't defined by by the actions you did from the past okay? Learn to forgive and accept yourself wholeheartedly. Know that you are precious okay? Right now we're both struggling and having anxiety about the unknown future, but let's just enjoy the ride of life. What will happen to me, may i be prepared or unprepared for it, i will strive hard to win over it. Chin up self, you will be someone great. ILOVEYOU❤💛