A letter from April 9th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, This is the first time I'm doing this, very excited and curious about how you gonna be doing even in 1 year. I am pretty sure that many things will change even after this short period. So how are things ? Are doing better than now, I hope that you are less anxious and depressed, I hope that you are no longer ashamed of your health condition. I hope you can face properly and be like yeah I'm feeling bad from time to time so what? What about your moving plans ? Hope you are no more stuck in Paris ... So did you move to Sweden already ? Stockholm or Uppsala ? I know you would rather be in a small and quite city but who I am kidding you only find proper jobs in the shittiest places that makes you more anxious... So did you find a job ? a stable one or small job while you are working on your Swedish ? So did you have the wedding, how was it ? I hope you are still in love and even more than before. Still thinking about opening your own coffeeshop ? you are working on it right ? I mean I know you will need a lot of money and to be a bit stable but at least don't forget about your dreams. Please remember that having a job for a label is not the only thing you need. I am very curious about the things that will change. Same music style ? I mean it hasn't been changing that much.. I am currently listening to Blue October - Further Dive and I feeling so emotional right now that's why I decided to write this letter. How is life being really far from your family and friends ? I hope you are not feeling very lonely... I am honestly writing this letter and I am feeling very down. Not surprised I guess ? I mean we both are use to this up and down mood right ? Hope you are still helping ppl as much as you can. Remember that being helpul is something that makes me feel really good about myself. So please while I will be reading this in the next year, I really wanna be thinking about many good things that I have done even in one year. Please stay alive and sure to write another letter.