A letter from April 10th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Currently in the midst of the coronavirus crisis and homeschooling. I discovered this website through a YouTube channel and am super excited to use it. I finally get to run and I can't wait to be done with rowing so I can improve my running even more. I just watched the show elite last week and I loved it. My Spanish is improving a lot as well! Still frustrated with being stuck at home, I am so introverted. I don't have to interact with anyone and somehow my dad and sam being home bothers me. I can't wait to move into my first apartment in May but I am a little worried about paying rent. I am also a little worried about my grades this semester but I just watched a YouTube and Damon said "What's the rush?" and he's right. If I fail or have to retake a class so what? There is no rush. I am struggling to find motivation to do anything meaningful and am worried I will not complete my degree. Only time can tell. I am just waiting for the day I find some stability in knowing the future is bright because it looks cloudy from my perspective. I need to stop being so negative and doubting myself because I can achieve things I put my mind to. My favorite song at the moment is Hoy No Me Puedo Levantar by Kimberly Tell and I loveeeee La Casa Azul. What's your favorite song? I hate to rush the present but living this life in isolation in my boring, monotonous hometown without my friends is not how I want to spend my days. Un besito xo