A letter from April 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Life isn't about permanence, you aren't supposed to find a situation in which you are permanently happy, it's just not realistic. The meaning to life, contrary to what you might have previously thought, isn't about being happy, it's about living life as it is, but at the same time finding out what life is for you and breaking those boundaries of what you are supposed to think of life. Life isn't happy, it's honestly the contrary, it's so fucking emotional and that's great. Bask in your sadness, it makes the happiness so much more worthwhile. Anger isn't bad, guilt isn't bad, sadness isn't bad. It is okay to feel however you want to feel at any given moment because that is what life is about and that is what the universe is making you feel so live in it and love it. Even when you are sad you can still be happy. Even when you are sad you can still love yourself. Never change yourself for what society says life should be. You create your own path, your own visions. And that is beautiful. Just fucking feel.