A letter from April 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, right now I'm experiencing major heartbreak. I just lost my lover, best friend, and who I thought was my soulmate. I feel empty and alone. Never did I think this day would come. I put my heart out on the line and now I'm just left broken. I still remember the night vividly, he asked to FaceTime and all of a sudden my world was shattered. I thought to myself, how am I going to live without one of the people I love most..... He was my first love, and ultimately I'm here left feeling so betrayed by his actions. After all the years and struggles we faced, it just felt like he gave up on me and us. I want to move on and find happiness but right now thats so hard. Throughout the relationship my happiness came from making him happy instead of myself. So I just want to say, I hope you're now focusing on yourself and making yourself happy. Don't lose sight of who you are for a freaking boy! Before you get in any relationships again make sure you're happy and love yourself before you begin to love another man. So I hope you're happy now. I hope you've learned a valuable lesson of how you should be treated. Don't settle for anyone, remember your worth. Find a man who loves you endlessly, you should never have to wonder if they love you. Even though right now I'm having lots of trouble trying to find closure, I hope you've now moved on and realized how poorly you were treated. Yeah, so much of that relationship was amazing and the happiest I've ever been, but I have to look at the bigger picture and see it got to the point where I didn't even know I was loved because he could never say those words anymore. So please don't let this man destroy you again, he's done so much damage that I don't think your heart can take anymore. I just hope you've now found your worth that you've been searching for all your life. So never lose that sparkle once you've found it. Stay true to yourself, and don't rush to find a man, because your Prince Charming is waiting for you.