A letter from May 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Do what excites. I'm literally so freaking tired of being who everyone wants me to be, and I want to do what I want to do. Stick to your goals, but also go out and do fun things. Stop being so afraid of everything. I know social anxiety is hard but no one gives a crap - I don't notice it in other people, so get out of your head and start doing things. I'm writing this in quarantine, and probably going to send this to myself in the fall. Hopefully, I'm in Provo, and not doing online school. Things are finally looking up, but I'm realizing it's easier to stay inside because I don't have to deal with the problems I had before, like friends. So my goal post-quarantine is to get out of my head, and do fun things. It doesn't really matter with who. But start doing them because you already regret the last 19 years in some ways. Don't make the next years suck. Love, but also stop being so afraid, Nat from May 2020