A letter from August 11th, 2020

Dear future me, I love you and I am so proud of you. I hope you are in a better place and happier. I know I am happy now, finally, but I really want you to be happier. Also, more in love with yourself than ever. Please tell me we love our crooked nose. I really hope and pray that all our loved ones are with you and are healthy. This year has been crazy. I enjoyed quarantine a lot and we both know that we rediscovered ourselves. We found all the misplaced pieces of our puzzle and put them in place. By the time, you will get this, third year of med school is finished. I hope you have succeeded in all your exams and your results are better than what I have achieved right now. Speaking of exams, I am still studying and it is 1.53 pm. I hope you have stopped procrastinating and started studying early. It is better for your brain and productivity. Tell me that you are still eating healthy and working out. I imagine you with our dream body already. Go in front of the mirror right now and let me see. I will compare the scale. Before:64 kg / 1.57.m After: 53-55 kg/ 1.57 m (this is the weight you should be) Girl, if you are still single, what are you doing inside? Go and find your man. If you are in a relationship, I hope he is all you have dreamt of (I think our type might have changed lol). Love him and respect him. You both are still young and you will make mistakes. Cherish every moment with him. Im claming this btw. I need a man. So if Your younger slef doesn't have one, at least you can do to make me feel better is to have one. Give a big hug to mom and dad. Tell them I said hi. I love you and know that I am so proud of you. You are strong. You are beautiful. You are more than enough. Make your dreams come true and don't give up when things get hard. I know I won't. For you. For us.