A letter from August 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, writing this letter gives me anxiety. But it also gives me a lot of hope so I am not gonna let a bad thing overthrow the good ones. I know you are stronger and better than I am today. I applied to a job in hoping for a better and more content life that I am looking for and I hope you are a lot closer to that kind of lifestyle than I am now. I also listed a lot of emails, by that day I hope you already get some good answers. Pray pray pray. I am sending the letter to this date because you know what date that is. Now I am gonna ask, do you still feel the same? Has anything changed, progressed, regressed? Do you still feel clueless on how he's doing like I am now? Or do you not care anymore? If you still care for him on this day, don't forget to wish him birthday. Wish you luck.