Dear FutureMe, today is October 5th of 2020.
I spent the entire day in bed, I am currently having a depression relapse, and I feel like I can’t rely on my friends for support, they are dealing with their own things and I need space right now, sadly some of them don’t understand and I am currently too tired to explain again. I am supper nervous about college. I start the day after tomorrow and I feel so sunken. That’s how I am doing emotionally.
I am trying to create an app and I really enjoy technology stuff, I feel so smart and empowered and the bonus is that I can prove people wrong. I really enjoy expression through art and writing. This is what I see you doing. I wonder if we are okay, if you feel the same comfort that I feel when walking the avenue, when driving in the rain, when standing in a building and looking down at night and see the streets. I wonder if we share the same dreams, and goals, and values and friends. I wonder if we are intrinsically the same.
I hope you are better, and you are doing better.
But if we so happen to be the same, I’ll love you as much if we weren’t at all.
Epilogue
11 months laterWe changed a lot, in ways that you would be so proud of....
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