A letter from Jun 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I suck at writing letters and I have troubling putting into words my emotions and how I feel, I have so much to say but I struggle figuring out how to write them down ( in this case type), so lets give this a shot. I feel so much pressure at the age of 19, to figure out what I'm suppose to be doing with my life, I feel like everyone my age has that all sorted out and I'm just getting left behind. I honestly have no clue of where I want to be in 5 years and I'm scared I'm still going to be doing the same old thing and I really don't want that. I want to be doing something I'm actually interested in. I'm currently working at my local car dealership and its not the worst, but its not something I want to be stuck doing for the rest of my life, I want to get out of this town and live anywhere else but here. ( We will see how that goes....) I'm currently the ripe age of 19 and living through a pandemic. I moved out of home for the first time and brought my very first car!! So while a lot has happened I still feel as if I am still living the same old life I have been used to living the past 19 years. My 20th birthday is coming up.... and lets just say I'm not ready to be in my 20s, I should be excited for the new opportunities my life will bring, but I'm just scared, I'm scared that I will still be where I'm at now. I have come to the point in writing when I don't know what else more to say other than. I hope your doing okay. I hope you know your loved. Whatever you decide to do, you will be okay. C x

Epilogue

6 days later

Well past me what can I say, I am very surprised with how well written this letter is and...

I onpe scdheko owh oasl tiwh egiernxssp felt asw ni ohw i.
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I dlso own nda tfris efdnylteii yvre aehv ohme by anisyg bigen ym d,cnehga hyet ma ym i ggion ni ayer oesm ym aasrcwbdk hitw adn wno mese to a hsit tsle i older lweih gtinsh cra, ihsgtn be ma nlvgii ewitnset dan i am nae'rt ckba evah ptsraen.
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Leihw yrrgwnio on do evlea neiscido adn whti ot ilfe do fro i be no 2 nad svai i ilslt cule eddedci hatw am,de lyaohdi to oen dcaaan ni noe gronkwi ihtw yaswla i dan ahev i a tbse evha hte to do i hte u'tclodn wdtena fo inght ahperip i my rtavel! sopt twih i my hvea ehva ohntsm anwt nresdfi.
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Ond't ni 5 ucle hiogpn leif ngaehc i ni tpu heva esmo awht wlil tge i gnwor on ayser ntaw i my to em tub do tihs oncidirte still ma. I lal ti daei if buatollesy ilwl hvae od awht on i tbu salif. .
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C x.
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