A letter from Aug 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Life is tough, isn't it? Always remember that there is always a rainbow after the rain. Even when you feel that you carry the world in your back, there is always that person that supports you quietly. Did you already stop hating and pushing people away from you? If not, stop it already. You are hurting your own feelings. You might think that people hates you and there is no one in your side. That's not ok but that's fine. You should learn to stand up on your own. It's great that we are numb to physical pain, but have you guarded your heart already? You must build walls around your heart, don't let anyone see your weakness. I hope you're still alive tho, clear up your suicidal thoughts. As we grow older, responsibilities is getting heavier and choices is getting limited. Learn to love yourself because no one will love you as yourself. You know yourself so don't let anyone push you down. You can rest for a while, cry if you want. But never ever give up. You didn't go this far just to give up, continue living! Always pray for the better. I hope that you are improving while facing your problems. Fight for your freedom, expand your knowledge, and think positively. I'm proud of you and I love you!