A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

On a ds)yutara. Siht emoh sith. Awht e,hnt ubt eterwah kid swa lkie hte. . . Os it chmu rewos is tvt. Liflnay did hiednrlc deeaystr,y ignsbesl yarspre for a dda em hbot sa on my. ’tsi good pormocseim a. I a pkpia edteptm to rewa eelf. Adn ldag up osenpk rof it fo beislfe ):) atuob lseymf evi’ rodpu ym ’mi. And so ceni fodnu tis eikl yeu’vo 3< uoy eomoens. I i neonoctsicn eht hvea ulaev deam nr. Hte euru,tf utb ykao am i tlil’ fro noruevs be. Oekrb ls,ao oru _-- frgdei.
Ttyl.
Me.
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Nuje 11, 0232:.
Are roysulef edfine uoy neo how si anc who olyn teh. Ecosoh rae twna be nad to you uyo owh. Ouatb rmoe uyo srcoediv uyo. To ilfe lese nxirepceee is piernseeecx fo ucunomlctaai eth ucaeseb gtes meas neo this your hitw teh ldrwo no. Even yad erom tahn liwl ngia uoy oen wno ytoounam os. . Eeohvr,w is emasrtt pac"s,e"e a trhee dna ahdr jeonyur ): hsta't osmt er/tet/b a it thwa nda eb dauuors reut hwit will on.
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Ppiak d(iegbot a ookt thta uot yuo rhptoa)snbe rove ebhrtor royu rfekead whh(ic of ****** cgaur)oe oslt tol uraatm sacued nda fo ouy rgeinaw a fmro. . Eenprecxie hwhci rdnecotubit artamu ouyr slouieigr hte nloy ot ntasw'.
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Cuaeebs golern sit gohhrtu to yuo a yhet sbbha"at"s yeforsul estr luryt yda rcofe eerw uoy on orf vrnee oesht. Nor amiyfl. Yflmia is bacusee uyrso no ahtt fo. Ew lihwe su that ulodw ahnt echkitr amke lodbo utb nnokw obldo aeht'nv is knrid kceho si thye lreyacl wre,at twah teawr ysa. Ogivnl uchm eorm nda yuo to gifvgnrio si wtear.
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Btliaiy dna nceifdnoce adn oryu so wgro odrup piinres of 'im to. 'im adn nhwiit eht iocev of rsgrsoep ym i aveh em gnhttdeersne drpou. I it levo os hucm. Tatrs alaedry ve'i syelnhot stlo atth ltfe tnsarltnioia of a pdiero m'i ni a in. I'll aekm it hutgoh. I i wokn liwl. Of ouy i'm dprou. Ti wkee s,cholo you yarlle rteaduadg frmo igcmno saw htta i evenr asw neve enhw a ,knwy'o it?grh hgih day i. Het irefdf nsosoegd kahnt vene orenass fi hbot idctfulfi.
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Ogd who ehnw cioirn i ysa ssgttc/noheatiia mi' htkan. Ahha. Ot kile of ehars atusdrennd rospgu eno sheet just thaw i i dfni nazleiigdarm rhteos owh dan can ym soem eb ntkih trpa tntiisaleetiinesocr ti hope a atcpaiyc in ot is sa.
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Fretuu hte p,ast as to eht u)yo( lwle em sa.
I vloe uoy.
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I ngceha a nhitg o'ldntwu. Odtay fi owh i i i eb am did onlt'udw. Lveo nda em i.
Ofrm nju 3202 onsepsre 1h,2t.
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May th4, 024:2.
Oww. Time asspes. . Ym itsrf ons-nripe siht is emeserts ni celelgo. Hsa lot tteebr enog i owdn a rfo dan hope a rfutue. Dan hcnroic dnee eachgn sah i autceamlduc ssrste. Elesf ebne eadh shit ngrow tpsa ’vei lpepifd on iekl oto humc ’sit i’ts oasl aery so btu. Tgnteig oinkgol ot ot od orem os i’m fordarw.
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Shiw a twih aenpohirtisl ym on i orf oenlgr ylfami. Egnyour rreotbh mbyea my. Httsa’ it. Nhsmto ngoe ym dene i ro owttiuh hyw nahigv s’ti drah to nda to msteidn atrhyep no’dt errkow rhotguh lxnpeai tub tsmohn ohw. Uto reidt nad teh otg tsmsey ciakngl urendb i mrof. Od nca reve ytgnir ’hatts we estb lla ym nad im’. Of ’mi orpud em.
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Teims lwoudfren a at is nrioy hgint. Egoruyn ro afser vole spta i my grvioconme uwdol sefl okhcs i owh ta amtrusa. Odulw dvlow’ue hte aveh i i enver ecguoar taydo do tghtuho emsa i. Pibclu, eddtaetn ’vei hsnow dan ni soofrspre ndedac adcne iefrnd sngu ,tra kakraoe nda fof a eond htwi eaidelm met sneevt nd,ba in oposfrser tdestun na a tefar piardtacpite mptrpomui lage,ryrlu nda tnsocnlsiyet iomtocnpite,.
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I htat retdwwhi oals w'nuldto apg ayw ym etc mctpai rfmo in a a csals. Nilylfa life m’i eoncssulro nktfuhal ni eneeepirxc i het tgo ot fro nda seroprofss ym oetpcntme. Ereps no yfmels eht ni ohsclo mesa nagihv vhae i to dieh ghih bcka sapce engrol romf hwit a sa. Emsa tr,sif elna eoynll moec olsa ahtt ni ilsmria a teh it ubt si ni thegtore tbi ywa aeacdmic guthho, gaiongitnirv ni ecmo eht cecsdamia lpoeep iurgtine in. Olok my nigeanlr nda rodfrwa i tuuefr to oemr.
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Nealr tabou me iwat ot t’nca orem i.
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:4202 bpeemsetr 8,th.
Ttah rponse vroe sa a i as xytaien avhe i otwihut dna hemt a buodt sa my soalg acn say lwle hdnagce. Elfe veha eiymamlitde hwta i imen as no rlnotoc ituitonsa i eorm i to mhuc ikel apscee aevh am vroe i lefe rwtvehea ni si i lronge. It ,thta lalc sgetiit-pnt i if a eavh ibsus,nes nca you aiv. Tol i utjs it adn a dan i feli am dmse rmeo fro i opt a vwlu'oed fi otn y,iff bene acssl no of iebgn eon htkni itaserds eoglelc ktniag. Giiankstm esxuce ortejcp ogpinh necidogisnr ma ecfidrk ym wot a i orssferop my -oo yb efil anhgvi the mdse lwli pu wkese of. Aws lfet elrtyai wsa the ady of aoytd nad eikl ioanltrmy netreily ofr ti breritel oecdsn na atwh dearpw. Ti me eiazrel skema i swa adn mcuh owh anc ohw ti dba do. Lwinkga meor pu tulsdergg nda umch sspte lteyriall & i.
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Hnwya,o anlrede thta i slsoen. Yellsaepic( eurs y,se oy,)llacsi dna is shat't vhae and rof i it sxeiaeint efldyniiet i utb orgw ohw cna. My and gigniurf tou psitreroii mfesyl i'm. Not hwhci do rfom ilestcllryiaa daol ot i to a anrmn,e i od tcmimo ot aywa i rhee ni smfyle screou htta be ot ihtgsl drroe a ehav ufll in wnok oindg ogln i'd eher tbu see losa. Setermse yebam or i lilw a cssal rep eplcou aket eon. Or heweemsro sneuibss ,eyt ehnipristn i in ym lees na eht aekt uhgnoe lcduo trfueu vmeo to emso vaes loipbsys eonym wiht stor pu fo up. Orwk olt nda a fo duolw taek etmi ttah. Orjcetp a gbi.
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Peeplo xeceprenie i form renev si iktnh texepc vahe ocme ot tosm yuo htat htaw i illw isth be nardele awth. Adn dab ohtb godo. I,sanlma fro st'i my ol,pepe dna to egt a tmee an of raea bcnhu nda dnoaur einfrdfte i encexipeer sure oinlcotas. Yjeno sa ta aylwsa itsem ,it i od but do'nt i well. Aelyseplci ept ooenems or seinaspph itwh of pphya eignb ihert eht. .
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T'si to just or iitnlnseg ot gtneot kobo ubt ot hdra to ahve auodi os sfmlye to eard otn i uffst get od a udes os i'm reiesa gaitrnst o,wn od. A afr s'it so gohthu ookb dgoo. Source, na celpa, fo etxlmerye pu itaigtnerenn eno utb an esmdes. To pgt sdeu book i teg serc, mlao. .
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Oieesmtsm rihdt ogt ilef 'iev oging l,gleceo ro nad i'm i in on of of eadi sseemert my ielk 91 urutef d,lo ym asrey lefe s'ahwt ni on. Lefe i mmeoiets,s oyka nihgst be ilwl like. Eb ertna' wlli fi abueecs even eyht yeht. ):.