Dear FutureMe,
I hear you, I hear you. Monday’s are ****. It’s gonna be okay. You’ve got this! Also, please tell me the weather improved by now... 0-0. Regardless, you’ll power through. If you feel overwhelmed, that’s valid, so stop bottling that **** up and send yourself to the counselors office. Remember, you are allowed to have different beliefs from the rest ignore your family. You CAN opt out of religious holidays when you aren’t connected to the religion. Those years of pent up stress and anger can finally be thrown away. This isn’t to say you shouldn’t have periods of self-reflection, however, remember YOU ARE YOU because YOU ARE and WANT TO BE. Don’t change for ANYONE else.
Sincerely,
Past you
Epilogue
about 2 years later
Sept 3rd, 2022:
****, I didn’t recall seeing this nor expect it, but I’m glad I did. It isn’t Monday BUT I agree! (I just woke up at 5:30pm...
On a ta)daysru. Htsi tish hemo. Tub saw hwertae teh like ,nthe atwh dki. . . Tvt is so ti hmcu wseor. Rseryap em sieglnbs my rfo a ylfianl idd deinhrcl ,rtdeyseya as dda on hobt. Rmomsoiepc ist’ a ogod. Rewa teptdme a pkapi lfee ot i. Ie’v ldga ti mysfle ouabt :)) iebfesl nkepso my rfo nad uprdo m’i up fo. Ist adn noemsoe so ekil neic ndfou ’ueyov 3< uoy. Rn teh veaul i veha emad i tnenioccons. Aoky tbu rof i the sornvue ef,rtuu ma be it’ll. Gifred -_- uro berok aosl,.
Tylt.
Me.
.
Uejn :0232 ,11.
Si cna efyslour eth uyo owh aer neeidf lyno eon who. Ohw rae eb watn you to hcsoeo adn uoy. Mroe dsvrceio you buaot you. Lese wtih is lief stge nexerecespi het uatnoumcilac noe eht eenepircex uacsebe ot fo on lrwdo your this smea. Agni nwo eon neve lwil athn so naoutomy ady oerm oyu. . Ahtw rmaestt a",csep"e ): treu whti iwll h'tast osmt ahdr a nda si neryjuo be a tt/be/er it nda uodrasu on roewv,he rethe.
.
****** ca)oeugr a nsbhertao)p rfom that grinwae papki araumt your oyu a rebhtor of otu ouy ervo caudse okot and chiwh( otl iedob(tg lsto fo fekdare. . Tn'wsa hte amutar enotdubirtc ruyo to only ihcwh iuglsorie execeerpin.
.
Ady ngrole ohste hety ecsaebu sert on a yuo ewre tsi orf resuofyl bth"basas" to nreev truyl tuohhrg orfec ouy. Family ron. Thta oysur fylami of abeesuc is on. Ays drikn htan htta meak aecrlly tbu werta, oodbl tyeh hecko ew ratew nnkwo si rhetikc enhtva' oldbo duwol ihlwe thwa is su. To aewrt yuo rinfovgig roem mchu si adn gvlnoi.
.
So of nda oryu nceeifdcno iaiybtl ienrpsi i'm nad rwog odrup ot. Me i sgserpor eicvo het dnretghtnsee 'mi my dan uorpd hiwnit fo heva. So elvo cuhm i ti. Oerdpi lsot in dayrlae of naisalrotitn elynhtso that a a tlef 'im artst in i've. Amek ti 'lli uohgth. Knwo i i lliw. M'i odrpu you fo. A kwee tagaerdud nhew asw enve asw i i yon,'wk frmo o,colsh ?igrth ouy ttha ylerla rvene nocgmi hhgi it ady. The tkanh veen if ssoonged ildtficuf nreoass derffi obht.
.
Im' rincoi sya woh god tg/tnicataosheis nakth nwhe i. Aahh. Dsuternnda jstu i poeh ytcpaaic and ti is sa ot tshee twha tpar keli i oesm nleissienctitoaerti arhes ot eon herost woh can a eb my amlreindgaiz nhkit ni rgoups of infd.
.
As me the ot (o)uy ewll sa eht aps,t eurftu.
Olve uoy i.
.
Aehcng ihgnt tn'lduwo i a. I i i eb nl'tdwou who ddi ma yotad fi. Em and evol i.
Jnu 0322 from ht,12 onsspree.
.
0:242 th4, yam.
Wow. Sspase mite. . Elglceo my htis rnnesip-o ritsf is ni strmesee. Heop ahs and rfo utfrue tetbre a otl dnwo oeng a i. Hncaeg eclauaucmdt irnhocc hsa adn i eedn sesrts. Edha shti ilek s’it oot utb yare been aslo idlpefp no so aspt uhmc feels orwgn i’ts eiv’. Ot tnteggi ot owfrrad os od orme golnkio i’m.
.
A iprthoianles iwsh i rof thwi logner ylfami on ym. Meayb tebhrro neogryu my. Ti atths’. Dhra to intsemd sothnm egno ywh rwkore tub ot it’s t’don ngavhi adn ende nlaepix ohw tnomhs tuhtwoi hgtouhr i or theaypr ym. Nglcaki ssmyte udenrb i eht and otu tgo mofr ietrd. Ew nda ym im’ th’ast can vere igrynt btes od lla. Em m’i fo upodr.
.
Hgtni si inory iestm fnldurowe a at. Ro ulodw lesf how hscok vloe my astmuar ptas i gnyuore rovingocme i feras ta. I othugth msea od aeorgcu dtyao i wuo’elvd eth vnree i oldwu avhe. Tem at,r a acedn aoeakrk nda a psreofsor and rlgaueylr, ohwns cootpnit,mei laeeidm lbi,ucp ettsudn ndoe terfa ystetlnnsioc bnad, adn fnredi sgnu twih eeadtndt ptrcptdiaiea envest itrmppoum dcdaen ni ffo ni sesrfporo iv’e an.
.
U'olndtw a in tamicp ayw atth soal drithwew i my omfr csals a etc pga. In lhkatunf iefl i dan het ym aflilyn got ofr mpoetntce luoecsnrso cxeerneipe ’im rrosefossp ot. In vaeh sa ehid on ohcosl amse ckab i eprse eglnor to het ihwt esflym a hhgi caspe mfor ngavhi. T,guhoh ntnviigagroi ocem trs,if ollyen si lena hettgore teh cmaeidca ni meas in awy a loppee tib aols it in cmoe hte ugientir maieaccds hatt in utb amilisr. Kloo orme oafrdrw ot i ym dna fuetru lneirnag.
.
Tc’na to i oubat eorm em tiwa lnrea.
.
042:2 eetsbmrep 8,th.
A losga well eavh twutohi that tbuod evor as i a adn htme nespor cna my ysa i naxteiy sa ecadgnh sa. I tiautsoni flee meni i elef htaw veah ni hwetvare cepeas rgolne am i to veah i lonortc uhcm tmmayldieie i as si no orme iekl vero. Sue,nissb aiv oyu if ispetgtnti- i a haev anc ti llac th,ta. I eglcleo of ma fi dan for i tno tol ,ffyi nebe igtkna a i dmse ngebi dna on ti noe jtus otp tinhk saslc tresasid efil a meor ldu'ewvo. Otw suecxe ym keews up i igtmksina ym a fo ahvgni wlli am onhpgi o-o lfie emsd fsprorseo sgrdinncioe by tcpjeor rfcdkei hte. For na osndce wsa ti dotya briltree fo nad eltf yrleneti anilymtor aws what yeirtal yad rwaedp eth lkie. Od i dba woh irelaze kseam ohw me ti swa can ti cmhu nad. Wglikna talieryll pu i orem & tpess cmhu gtlegusrd dan.
.
Slosen edlaner i hnawoy, ahtt. Orgw ofr i and tsh'at s,ey owh ubt can it urse etsixiane and veha o,yl)csail si llsceiepay( i nitdeyiefl. Ioprseiitr lmfesy gginurfi im' uot and my. Ereh i igond ticomm urecos cwihh od see ot glsiht nglo here sreillicalyat to od ullf en,nram olsa be ot a in tub waay dola ot otn heav kown i romf feslym oerrd in id' ttah a i. Ro i wlli eesremst a cupole bmaye atke alcss epr noe. The veas stro vome i ouldc of to usesisnb up ni ro up oyspsibl my yenmo ,tey mheeweosr aetk fteuur htiw else ptresihnni na nuheog meos. Dan wkro wulod meti otl ttah a etak of. A trpojec gib.
.
Thta except xpeiecerne i wath mfro is eenlard ecmo yuo oppele ot tawh aehv erven lilw osmt itsh hintk i eb. Dna bda bhot oogd. Ym lmsia,na eemt dna cepeneerix i urse el,pepo oduran rfnedieft ot rfo dan a bhcnu ts'i inosatolc get raea an fo. Od esmit i i i,t sa waaysl utb oyejn at lwel o'dtn. Ppshasein hte eacpyelils wiht fo eemsnoo hetir or phapy gbine tpe. .
.
Os lefmys ti's ,now or i'm tno ffstu do boko heav ot uodai to atgtrisn gte i utjs os a to ot ueds aeeirs tgotne btu od nitngslie ot ader darh. Uhhtgo so boko dgoo a 'tsi rfa. Temxrleye an msedes of neo rsu,coe cae,pl tub pu na gitneerntnia. Re,sc etg ot i kboo sude tpg omal. .
.
In my fo loeeg,lc lfei 19 ro ni ieda no on ongig i ,ldo ev'i tuuerf oemmstesi otg fo mseeerts hirtd eilk my mi' wha'ts eelf earsy dna. I ismsmteeo, elef lkei thsgni oyka lwli eb. Rnat'e fi ythe be veen lwli htye eabcuse. ):.
This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please
Press ← and → on your keyboard to move between
letters
Sign in to FutureMe
or use your email address
Create an account
or use your email address
FutureMe uses cookies.
Learn how we use cookies to improve your experience by reviewing our Terms of Service
Share this FutureMe letter
Copy the link to your clipboard:
Or share directly via social media:
Why is this inappropriate?