A letter from Oct 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, you are the most important person in your life and I hope you have finally put yourself first as this is what you deserve. The past year may have not been the best, but it may have been one of growth, finding yourself and growing your independence. I am so proud of you every single day - I find it incredible how far we have come in such a short amount of time, not even a year from when im writing this (so 2019) never in a million years would I have thought that we would be at uni, facing all my anxieties in the world and looking after myself as I should. I hope by now you have sorted out whatever is happening between you and Josh, its not been the easiest but I really hope you have worked something out and are still very much in each others lives as I know how much you love him even if he does fuck up lots. As I write this, I still have some hope in my heart that something we will happen. If not, don't panic - sometimes when we love certain things so much we have to let them go in order for them to have self-growth and meet them further on in life when the timing is right for both of us. I love you xxx