A letter from Jun 18, 2022

POV: I reached my UGW during the summer It’s september third, my birthday. I'm at my ultimate goal weight by now. it's everything i ever wanted. I stare at my tiny wrists, effortlessly wrapping each of my fingers around my wrist and smiling. I look at my gorgeous reflection in the mirror. My thigh gap is inches wide, my waist is tiny, my ribs are bony and visible, and my hip bones are protruding out of my skin. I feel light, dainty, clean, ready to fly away with joy. While putting on my uniform that I havent touched in three months, I stare at myself. I look so much better now. My legs aren't stubby and short anymore, and I can actually roll my skirt up now. My legs are long and skinny! Arriving at school, I see my friends that I haven't seen in months. As I walk down the hall, I see people whispering discreetly in my direction. I catch stares everywhere. "how did she get so skinny?" "did she starve herself?" "god, I'm so jealous of her." I smile with joy and grin at my friends, who are in disbelief that I actually achieved what I'd been talking about all year. I walk with confidence, dignity, and a certain lightness in my step. At lunch, I stare at my friends eating full plates, and then feel proud when I eat only a tiny bit and control my portions. Shopping for clothing is never a problem anymore, as I feel confident in anything I wear. I've finally reached my goals, reached happiness, and proven to everyone and myself that I could really do it. P.S. Happy birthday, BTW. I hope you achieved your goals. I'm writing this after my lvl 8 piano exam, and I just binge ate. I really hope you are at your UGW right now. If you're not, please just try harder! I know how much you want it, and I want it badly too. just think about all the stares, all the admiration, and all the jealousy. Love you, daphne, I know you can do it!