lonely moment

Dear FutureMe, Today is Friday, March 24, 2006. I am 23 years old. I'm by my self in the apartment which is very close to school. I am sophomore in Dental Hygiene program. I have a boyfriend and his name Eric. He is in the army right now. He was supposed to be discharged within two more months. I have a roomate, too. Her name is Phuong. She is with her mom now. So I am completely lonely. I was just thinking about talking to you. Ten more years, I'll be you. What do you think that I will look like? Will I be pretty or rich? Sometimes I'm scared of future. Will mom still be there with me? Dad passed away two years ago. I miss him very much. I was suffered a lot when I lost him. I'm afraid that one day, mom won't be there any more for me, you know. So if mom's there, would you tell her that I love her very much. And I wish her all the best. Wish that she can still be healthy and living with us. Are you married yet? Who is your husband? I wonder how he looks like. Is he handsome? Is he a good husband? Does he take care of you and love you and your family? I truly hope that he would be a good husband. And I am very curious who he would be. And how about you? You should be a dentist by now, right? How does it fell to you when you finished school? Do you feel like you just take off a big debt? But I bet you will have some new debt. Family, kids, husband....a lot of stress, right? But always remember to take care of yourself. Always keep yourself beautiful, that's a good way to survive in the world which has a so many jerks. Watch out your husband. Do not give him freedom. If he has too much freedom, you'll lose him. Man....they can never be trusted, remember. You are doing good in your business, don't you? I believe that you just graduated from dental school. I really truly hope that you graduated from dental school. Don't let me disappointed, please. Never ever quit. You are my hope. You will enter the age crisis now. At this time, you will have so many things happen in your life. Must be a lot of stress. But I have a faith in you. I know that you can do everything. Be strong. How's Tin doing? Wow, he should be 17 by now. Is he still be a good boy? Still in school? Hopefully. Does he get involved in any bad stuff? Teenager, you know. It is very hard to keep him now. Just hope that he's still be my little brother. How about Tu? Is he married? Ugh...remember the nasty girl that he loves? She was so cheap. She made me so mad by luring him away. You know what? She told Phuong's parents that she'll go to Kansas for college homecoming. But you know what? It's all a lie. I bet everything that she's with your brother right now. Ugh....cheap cheap cheap girl. But most important, how about you, my dear? I love you so much, so so much....I am thinkin about you, you know. You must very beautiful and elegant by now. If you graduated, mom and dad will be so proud of you. So proud of you. Do you miss them? Yeah, I miss them too. Do you meet a lot of cute guys in school? Are they hot? Yum...I love hot guy, tall and pretty and brown hair.....they are so hot. Oh, one more thing, I would like to know about your boobies....yeah....your boobies...Are they getting any larger? Need to take care of that too, ok. Never forget to keep yourself up. You are a young beautiful lady now. You take care, ok. I'll talk to you soon. I love you very much. Bye.