A letter from Jul 09, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm manifesting before I start 10th grade, I hope my journey towards the end of 10th grade will be just as I imagined. manifesting that I'll get all 9's on my GCSE results. (dk if that's how it works in my country) manifesting that I'll get 100% on every subject. manifesting that I'll be included in the national top 5. manifesting that I'll be included in the world's top 10, or 5, either way, I'm proud. manifesting that I'll be more focused on my studies. manifesting I'll achieve everything I wished for. manifesting I'll ace every exam I take, that includes o'level manifesting I'll be more socially active. manifesting I get out of my comfort zone for once. manifesting I get the academic validation I crave for :) manifesting 10th grade goes as how I imagine it to go. ... I hope that every one of these has come true (I know it has) ... Hi, you made it!! the journey has ended. I assume you got everything you wished for? I'm so proud of you🥺❤️ you have finally graduated!! ahh I know you waited for that moment for so long, I do also know that it was tiring, studying all day and rarely getting a break because you have to juggle studying almost the whole day at school and then coming home, barely getting any rest and studying all night, I know how it is, but its all over now. take a rest, you deserve it 💗 but knowing you, you'd do anything to get at least 8 hours of sleep, a well-deserved break, but it was tough wasn't it? trying to find time for that? maybe you are completely different from me. maybe you changed, in a positive way of course, but I hope with all that, you didn't lose yourself, hm? I love you, yuaan

Epilogue

3 days later

Hey there, love. It's Future Kori here.

So, you wrote this letter with so much hope and ambition before starting 10th grade. It's time for a little heart-to-heart about how...

Lauatlcy tuo truned ghsitn. Vied dneed ew t'les erwhe niteonstsimaaf pu oint ese stheo dan.
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Tbu htreo no ts'le gnemardi adh tgteing lla of eb yoru lnpas erwe tus,lres efliea—lr 9s' uoy cgse. Wto a 6 s',7 and vene 8,s' ro ayebm of gptnexeic a 9,s' i'm xmi. Ltruess isltl rneiagppr fro trealyi on tbu hkecc im' hte a eth rae a,wy.
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Eaphpn ofr rfo ,tbaimsoui mgniai ohgmensit heiwl qeuti ovle'les tesvri in yerev in ot ni 001% asw adn tsh'at jctsebu it tid'dn e',vlslae. 'ttash orf htos eht eevn eth yuo fi ecndemmbo,la nad tsa,sr cefrtpe euoctom t'asnw.
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Thta lewl, teh pto ,01 hte slo'dwr d'itdn in anp ro as bgien 5 for aaltionn uot pot. Sehot a rou octepiniomt wyaa toghu nad sti' aekt oghuht morf 'dntid ,smkra we tuo soned't htre,e hti it yjnreou.
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To toespoip unfsigco uot on rmoe udtessi? ttah etrdun eb hte. Gtsynia adrher antriidossct weyreeerh,v atnh cedextpe asw takrc adn on rewe. Oru yeerv ihtgenrvey i'tndd ew and way, maxe itlyaencr eca etwn tno. Wrgogni to rtap wiht abkecsst deal 'thsta fo tub n—ugliprena.
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Eorm no to hte iacosyll amngea eb des,i did gtbrih vetaic i. There of rofcomt si neeb in our lmasl zneo hvea gsrsoer,p stegnpip a civiotres krwo btu awy out hte itsll nalog.
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Ton sa got humc we eardvc ew n?datovalii a as tth,a tbu eaidaccm ibt fo. Ti raf as ig,anidem orf dan it radeg oggin rfmo was sa 10th. See cngmoi htrew tidnd' lfie we clsbevulra.
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Os, we erhe are. Cyetlxa ahs bene yjneour ont eth urhog ew and dedaemr of tawh. Thhgou ecmehveatin ilslt wastn' o,rf an a yrteehnigv 'ist ew hdope ti tne,emilso wsa nda nratgdugia. I daeaurdgt lats hte ninsettem hyea, latcuyla thmn,o dsatns tbu.
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Ntyidielgl ndt'di sa i we pnldnae sa suytd. Rwee sseosnis reteh karseb udtys sfcduoe roem tanh. Uysinpilgrsr imgth ininfgd tmie nkti—tih wt'san as to sa gohtu espel seya uyo aws. In utb ayw ebts otn i edg,hanc ,ikor het and. Nwo if em uoy met o'duy opnpidsdieta eb. Het v'ie uyo owh ttruh kiel eeocbm udt'ownl ,si.
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Ihgh and epsho ak,bc it sefel i oiknglo rmades hseot tihw ikel xnejid ngyhiveter. Yuo awtn tllsi ot i lla itesepd owkn eolv this, i oyu ttah. Ntsimboai adn upun,srgi edmars if had ddit'n tcmha pu ilauueftb htwor etlyair weer uyo uiqet eht adn vnee.
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Ev,ol hitw.
Rkoi.
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Oyu ues n)mae wokn so ot blod nitd'd( eewr tath.