A letter from Sep 23, 2023

Dear Fifi, Hello future me I'm so bad at writing letters so this one will be very informal, I really enjoyed boarding school that's if I'm still in boarding I literally just started boarding a week ago and I love it more than my normal home lol, I feel like I'm happier in places apart from home y'know I wish I wasn't angry or sad all the time but they're always stressing me out at home and I hate it when they make me feel like I'm the problem, when its literally their fault, Its their fault I don't have a childhood nd I don't even think think I'll have one, I'm writing this to show how long this has being going on, all I know is that I'll NEVER EVER make my child feel that way, but whatever I wanted to ask on my relationship with God is it stronger now, If you've strayed away this is your reminder to go back to him, Remember Jesus is the way the truth and the life. I hope we've defeated lust and doubt, How I hate those two sins I don't know if they work together to make my life hell, But this is War and You're gonna defeat it YOU have God on our side and YOU can do ANYTHING WITH HIM, If you're still struggling with doubt remember you've seen people cast demons in his name, remember how you always feel his presence, please don't stray away, don' worry with God absolutely EVERYTHING is alright!!! LOVE YOU, And also we're meeting my Dad today I think idk