A letter from Oct 30, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey baby, how are you? i hope you are doing ok, but i wish you are doing great. i know it’s difficult right now, with everything you are going through, but i want you to ask yourself a few things. are you surrounded by friends who like you for you, that they aren’t using you for things, they aren’t letting you do things for them and not give in return? you cannot give with out getting in return, baby it doesn’t work like that are you happy? it doesn’t matter what makes you happy, but are you? are you finding the joy in the little things? it’s hard sometimes to see the big picture, but it’s ok to focus on the little things that bring you joy. have you stepped back to see the bigger picture? with all of the things you have to do, i know you will be up in everything, but it is important to step back and learn to take a breath and look. have you taken a breath in the last minute? like a real one, a deep one that you know will heal, a deep one that you know you need and deserve. take that breath. have you stepped back and just calmed down? i know it’s hard for you, but you need to try your best. are you putting forth your best? i know sometimes it seems like your best isn’t enough, but you will always be enough for me<3 DO NOT FORGET! I love you and i always will, you should never doubt that. I believe in you and all that you do. I know you can do anything and i know with my whole soul and body that you can do anything you set your mind to and that you are great in everything that you do. Know my love for you and that you can always heal.