A letter from Jan 03, 2024

I miss you I miss you I ******* miss you I want you so bad all over me all inside me i can't think straight anymore you probably aren't but that's just the reality I miss you I can't wait to see you and have silly conversations as if I can go a day without thinking about your lips on mine and your hands all over me you probably see me as a friend but I see you as everything I've ever wanted I might be tipsy rn yet my brain only has you in mind you only you always you I'll get over you in some months maybe years ik I will but rn I'm just so all over you and everything about you i'm just too obsessed with the thought of you and strangely enough you're even better cuter kinder hotter than in my delusions??? I wish I could find something to dislike about you but apart from the fact that you don't notice my love for you there's nothing