A letter from February 3rd, 2024

Dear FutureMe,
You really loved Mohammad, it took two months until you finally realized you loved him. But then his parents found out, and that was all it took for him to end things with you. He didn't want it, you didn't want it; but he respected his parents too much to defy them all for a girl. Even if that girl was the girl he loved. It's been two weeks since then, and right now I'm still not over him. I don't know when I will be. And I even think that I don't want to get over him, because he is my first love. How can someone get over their first love? Not many people do. I'm probably going to be one of those people. I really miss Mohammad, I miss everything about him. I miss the way he touched me. I just miss him. 
Jolie's tarot card readings said that me and you would be together again. I really hope the readings are true, because all I want right now is to be with you. I would do anything to be with you and go back to the way things were. I have never felt so much for someone, the way I do for you, Mohammad. 
Futureme, do you still think about Mohammad the way I'm thinking about him right now? Maybe you haven't moved on, but you don't hurt at the thought of what could have been, right? Because I am in love with him, and he's in love with me. And it hurts because we can't be together. We're both just kids, so I wouldn't expect him to defy his parents just for me. Even though I would absolutely go behind my mom's back to date him even if she said I couldn't.