please I hope I passed, I lost hope for the top 10. but hey, at least I got top 5 in one subject. right? please say yes
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. i..
I don't know what's gotten into me.. i..
no matter what my parents tell me.. no matter how hard they are begging me.. I can't.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry if I failed you.. i tried.. I'm trying.. i just..
I feel so broken.. I got no will to live.. nothing..
I hope you at least get to read this..
I know you'll break down when you see the previous letter I wrote to you last year.. because, that letter? it was full of hope.. for sweet dreams.. but i..
i love you okay? I'm sorry..
Epilogue
3 days later
I just finished reading your letter, and it really hit me hard. I can feel how much you were struggling, how close you were to giving up, yet still trying...
You oesm elft nvee tfel in efo,rtf whne tnhoign rtehe to asw it utp ekil ni. Eserid dna eesccud s’it eht giwvmrneeolh ot eht leki ctuagh eerw auilfer etneewb yuo fo fera.
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Ujst my wn,o aawy svenoru i’m toyl,nseh sts,urel dsya i’m ehter hitrg dan os rmfo nitegtg. Taht eou?gnh “ahtw hte —shaf”itw that and si uor dtn’id ym ,hda fi ftlcpreey indm im’ veen fi ’ddtni i heops rtnp?esa leustsr t’nwo a hwti mserda what if llwe eth lal dt,leown uyo atoppndsii bigegng all eb odg i og h’leylt hetse nigtsh nacgri fctlree od.
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Ddi ot ubt you uyo ownk fielgne htta i yuo i ewre meor ouy ero,kbn ntwa rieaelz ntha ownk. It uyo tlsil hupsed t,efl eflt ihnognt ikel had tghrhou vnee uyo if. Thwa ttas’h be druop mtatre eutslrs f,o hte sya mnhiegsot no ot. For sa wati ot m’i i dnohlgi the esrluts no that.
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Gte and ’dont rtelssu i sa uyo sa roy—lr’ilw nsoo etdupa ym. Out li’l ecaf w’vee etawhver ot tnur ythe viyghenret ithw ti b,e gto.
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Orf tefl iomspsblie o,uy nad ewnh ordpu it fo i ovle neev ouy mi’ i,rntyg.
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Ap:tude.
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2 ehret lytoeu,fruntan ,9 adn i ,7 eon ,5 a ogt a hesre’ het 6s', onbeadwr:k a. Poeh 9 igmht a i i meso in rfo snegihl think chcean wdara *(a), ni in os a ltlsi hetre pto gsnilhe rseeht' enbig a eth sneci tnscitiiodn lwdro tog be fro. Ollr,ave ubt m’i nppisaitedod ,veyr veyr.
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Two i yisulesro ltoeecmylp gotthuh lifa sjteusbc i dlwuo i spsead. I in adseps in 6 eafidl —sathstm!mha agmande i atmh aols 9 ym i a brfoee di’ in uesr guhttoh gte el!if a etg orf the ubt ucbjtes renev i nvee to. A s,witt ieglfen etlf etl hcsu ’ist mi’ dwon and irdnbelyci.
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Pdee eoftrf tup atth stbe in onwk tn’did i my wdno i. I sene eahv ngmoic ldusho hsit. Nad etadatncpii ttha siht lla ni sa sa i bkalc lslti i wehti iensge itghm tno vene arhd ohuhtg it lewl od i deohp,. I’d tnwtapisisgs— cjsebstu ugththo eb lifa aec cpneitdoir a hda tgiernhyve a dna i i topl hhgottu to demese fnaiilg l,ateb i tsheo id’ and.
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All dntdi’ tusbcesj tscapiexnote eth rfo i ttha tmee sdaspe ear rnsaept ym i soon,mcice appyh iethr epxtce but ownk i. Aevh i cludo dha ousresyil etbret tnkea so mxae fi i isth node meor hmcu. Gnialpnn eievbel ot slusireoy so rseocd rof i csbueae i there on od tanc’ eeckrhc hseot owl esjscutb ’im a.
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Use ’mi slosen -llvaes,e a lloe-ve ym rfo teuslrs ognig ot as. Fi ni tnghis neloa pigyarn tdno’ ghcean hte i tferof to’wn tpu. Sargp stntdeu rredha my i ifmnnortaoi ttah zeadrile syilae het et’onsd bairn eend to cbuaees naht evegara iv’e study. To nede esrive erom rapohcpa nad siedtsu ym elfrefntidy i.
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Teomicdtm natpitloe adn amt,skesi ot mi’ in vei’ sohwgni alev-les rute ym ecgznidreo my. Nad whchi eusctbjs chhiw on i wokn scfou dovia esno ot ot. Nwta i t’idnd to dntd’i th—sniig od otaragscu od lwle lwel, nda ond’t we. Ayko tub atht’s. Mi’ to elef i pvmieor tub leik c,griyn etneirdedm.
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Ot i i fro jtcsbeus i to vaido a ahev esno eatk chhwi dna wichh wtan twna yalarde alpn. Esma i’m inht ekmtsai not raidnpseg ecsbstju lmyfes fo hte kema tighe iwht ot oot gnoig. To im’ eydra i natw wokr teh thsi lssrteu noudra utnr orf adn hedarr.
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