please I hope I passed, I lost hope for the top 10. but hey, at least I got top 5 in one subject. right? please say yes
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. i..
I don't know what's gotten into me.. i..
no matter what my parents tell me.. no matter how hard they are begging me.. I can't.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry if I failed you.. i tried.. I'm trying.. i just..
I feel so broken.. I got no will to live.. nothing..
I hope you at least get to read this..
I know you'll break down when you see the previous letter I wrote to you last year.. because, that letter? it was full of hope.. for sweet dreams.. but i..
i love you okay? I'm sorry..
Epilogue
3 days later
I just finished reading your letter, and it really hit me hard. I can feel how much you were struggling, how close you were to giving up, yet still trying...
Soem it ilek ni gthionn enev ni teehr tlef yuo tlef to ftrofe, swa nehw utp. Of eht lkie fear hlvnrioegmew it’s cseuecd wree iseder to riaeufl utgach nteewbe adn uoy teh.
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Adn no,w so tntgeig yawa jtus romf grhti rheet vruones stnohley, adsy ’mi ym slesrtu, im’. Hgitns if all anrpe?ts aesmrd lal eb taht i ,dha t’llhey ruo dgo i go lcefrte enotdlw, dnim hf”—wsati hw“ta ntow’ fi elwl my tonpiiadps si fpcleyter ndd’it whti ddnit’ bigengg ’im atht a gcrain eseth if gue?hon hwta you ehpos eht trsusel eth nad do even.
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Rbe,kon nath nkwo ot eelzria oerm ouy ddi twan i uyo uoy uoy i rwee efgeiln taht utb okwn. Yuo eftl eevn it dseuph siltl t,efl nniothg fi ekil ouy hutrhgo dha. Ordup fo, ehgmsonti stht’a ays to rsltseu twha eht on eb ttaemr. Onligdh as ot aiwt i rultess mi’ ahtt no the ofr.
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Ym gte tueadp sletusr as dna o’ndt ouy o—lyrwril’ i onso as. Otu whit rntu ehty cafe hiytrevnge ot tereahwv ogt it vee’w ,eb ’lli.
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Simloepsbi o,uy tlef i’m ity,rgn prdou nhew of yuo rfo eenv loev dna it i.
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Dapt:ue.
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I efloyannu,uttr a a:nkworbde eno s',6 ee’hrs the a a 9, 5, 7, trehe got 2 and. Seinlhg in i hknti ardwa eth mgthi so hse'ret lwrod benig ni a hreet islgneh niecs tlils hepo iiscinnttod a i 9 orf a ofr tog (a*), ni mseo ccnhea otp be. El,orval utb ryve ,yrve ’im oiapedspintd.
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Owt emcptolely i iuslsryeo i udwol sjucetsb ugtohth lfia spsdae i. Tham naedgam tge 9 in in csuejbt 6 feoerb neve oasl i rseu htuothg a ni dspaes but a orf i vnree i efli! i di’ hte atsh—athmms! dieafl gte my ot. And m’i ingelfe ti’s cnydbilire nwdo ucsh a lte letf twsit,.
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Epde my put rtefof wnod i i thta nkow idndt’ in tbse. Avhe i isht nsee ioncgm hduols. Itsh i eegsin lslit ti adn ont in i darh od i even as migth edpho, hoguth thiwe cbakl ewll sa that tiaetaidcnp all. Ohtuhgt i stgnwp—itissa to itdcpoerin edeesm eytivnrheg otlp eb and lfia oshte ilifagn a ltae,b i i ceutsjsb adh othutgh a dna cea ’id ’id.
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Utb i ntaeistepxco ihtre ’ntdid raetnps ym ppayh emte nowk ofr the sepads becsjtus aer ctpeex i i hatt all ,iceosconm. Ketna rbette i uhcm eomr if ndeo cuold xmea i os ouleyssri had isht aehv. Nca’t od otshe sbtcuesj fro a secodr olw eehrt pannling so leeevib no erkcche i im’ i caebsue eolursyis to.
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Gonig a to les,val-e eus oslnse el-lvoe ym sa seulsrt mi’ orf. Sihtgn naleo hte d’ton if i ncgeah in rftofe ’town prangiy upt. Dhearr tnha oinfianmtro inrba geareva garps atth ot leiysa tutends dytsu elzedair eabsuec dene my ne’dtso i i’ve eth. Eerisv ermo i my cprpahao ot eend adn uestids dyfirfeetnl.
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Dna oihgswn ym ot eiv’ ni sl-leeva treu derezognci ’mi atsksiem, ocmtimedt enoittlap ym. Aodiv fusco kwon cwhih i to to nad onse stbusjce iwhch on. Nda i o’ndt do ot ew ewll, uarctgosa well do d’dtin hgt—isin dni’dt tawn. Okay ubt htsa’t. I fele mi’ rcyign, oimrvpe to tbu klie merneetidd.
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Which i rfo ot nwta sone ciwhh ktae raelday napl scbsutje i natw ahev ot oadiv dna a i. Smae atmesik ihwt oot of nith mkae ot im’ not het fmlyes iespdganr etghi iongg eussbtcj. Herdra rkwo to i rnut ssretlu ruodna the isth nwat adn i’m orf rdaye.
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