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Dear FutureDave im at risd now. i'm doing the summer program. you're in zambia. yeah, this email will be 10 years old by the time you get it. i feel like ive sent you so many emails like this one. if i space them out enough they'll still reach you the same way. maybe this email will just make you sad. maybe you don't even have this email anymore. these emails are good for me. you see, when i talk to you i get sad. i cant tell you that as it happens though. i tell you like this, ten years later. i miss you, dave. i wonder if you know that. i act pretty confident. i miss every part of you. i feel like the day never happened and that i'm here again, waiting to meet you for the first time. oh dave, i love you so much. i love you. i love you. i love you.i want to shower you with i love yous.if we ever see eachother again we're going to want to get married again. i still want it. i try not to think about it so much...but i still wantit just the same. yeah, so i've fucked around with an asshole. he's just a boy. you're so much more. ...ugh this email is making me so sad. i love you. i cant wait until you say, "melissa wentworth, i love you." thats all i want. we can live anywhere you like. im so afraid that you'll be stationed in europe and you'll fall in love with a beautiful girl. i want to have another chance with you. we had a session on the phone today. you're a sweetheart. i love you, dave. you cant imagine the love i have for you, its floating here, ten years in the past. i want to share it again. oh dave, oh dave...