A letter from Aug 24, 2024, Entrance exam passing

Dear FutureMe and people from around the world, I am writing this letter, because I'm already graduated from high school and applied to a university. I needed to do a entrance exam and I prepared myself for 2 month. Sadly there are more than participants than study places available, to be more precise 1300 participants and 1030 study places. It's a small percentage that are not going to make it, but I'm still scared, nervous and anxious about the results. I put the date to 5th of september because in 4th they are going to send the results out. I would be really devastated when I wouldn't make it because I don't know what I'm going to do in life. I don't have a life goal, I don't know what my life goal is. My only life goal is that I someday, somewhere can make other people happy and inspire them to pursue their dreams. I don't want them to idolize me, but make them see the good in life and that in their darkest moment, their is light. I was also in a really really dark place back then and a youtuber saved me, make me realized that it's worth fighting for their life, but only with his humour and comedy videos. Now with his final videos, but not normal videos, with a whole series with easter eggs from his previous videos and characters that never had a ending. His story line is also interesting, the beginning was a sentence in his regular videos ,,A storm is coming'' and now eight years later this beginning is coming to an end. I'm happy that I watching him, because he could close his channel without making such effort, but for the fans he still did with his team. I don't know what the future is going to be but I hope I passed.