A letter from July 19th, 2011

Dear FutureMe, This year has been so good for you, do not let it change. You make you're future, its only as good as you make it. You're only as happy as you make it out to be in time. Right now, as you always do, you feel invincible, you feel strong and free, I hope that never changes. Its such a powerful way to live LIFE. Over the summer of '11 you really got in touch with your spiritual side, not so much God and heaven and stuff, but connections and how deep feelings and power runs, angels, who you are.. and yes, even love. Something you never truly like to think about, because right now it is kind of a waste of your time haha but right now I know you're still trying to figure so much stuff out for yourself, it will just come, I know you're not worrried about it! Just let time play its part and flow with what is yet to come. You have a boyfriend right now, I wonder how that's going to turn out. I know you're not the one for relationships, so he must mean a lot to you. Marcus. I wonder what you'll think when you hear that name in a few year from now, good? bad? What happens willl happen right? I feel like I have so much to say, but idk.. lol I just dont know, I never know! I never really know whats going on. Its just so much. Life is just soooo much, its great. Well, thats all that I think there is really needed to be said. I hope you've lived life to your fullest, dont hold back anything. I hope I'm okay. You better have taken care of ourselves.... haha I'm so funny. LOVE YOUUUUUU <333