A letter from August 12th, 2011

Dear Julian, At the time I wrote this letter, I am 21. I dont know what I want to do with myself. I am very much at crossroads. There is a portion of me that wants to run away, bike around the country, maybe travel to europe and just work odd jobs to make ends meet. I'm not sure why I would do this, or why I feel an urge to. I guess its because most people who did that sort of thing really liked it and certainly didn't regret it. For me, am important part of this trip would be spiritual. Spirituality is my new thing, I guess I'll find out if that sticks with me. The Other option is to jump right into the corporate world, yeehaw. I guess Im not excited about that because I dont hear about many people who love it. Im doing a real estate internship, I like it and it could become a career. I am very much at a crossroads right now, trying new things out. I got fired from working at old york road, now I work at KC's Alley where I get paid shit. Theres a good chance I have bipolar, that could change my life forever. I want to think of some philosophy or advice I use to guide my life and compare it to what I use in the future, the best I can think of is a few quotes Work Like You Dont need money, love like youve never been hurt, dance like nobody is watching The privilege of a lifetime is to be yourself