A letter from October 13th, 2012

Dear FutureMe, 4 years ago you were a wreck. You pushed everyone that loved you away to protect yourself. The person you care about the most doesn't even think about you anymore. He hurt you. He probably doesn't mean anything to you today, but he was everything you wanted. The same music taste, style, goofy personality, caring and smart. Finally meeting someone so similar to you is rare. I know you're never going to forget him. He's the first true person who made you feel beautiful and normal. If today, he's still in your life, tell him you love him. If he isn't, it's okay. Because of him you're happy to be yourself. No ones ever made you feel that way. You've finally accepted yourself. Around this time you should be done with college. I know you're reading this feeling like you were a fool to write this. But whats more important is that I hope that at least four years today..you're happy. Remember to always dream big. Please, never give up. Someday, you're going to be somebody. Someday, you will find love..and someday you're going to make your parents proud. Remember the first time you cut yourself? Remember feeling like no one cared and wanting to end your life? I hope you're proud as you're reading this. Because you made it. You're alive.