whats happening?

Dear FutureMe, The world I seem to be living in is fucked up. We strive so much to be overly content with our lives. But don't we realize we can never reach that peak of perfection? Our earth is dying. Icebergs melting. Gas prices raising. Extinction to wildlife. Everythings messed. And it is said that the world will end on December 21st, 2012. If it happens, it happens. If not, then it doesn't. I'm not making a huge concern about it, because well .. everyone will die. So it's no big deal to me. I realized I'm not that big of a deal in this world at all. Not even .368974976945 % of the world knows me. I'm a nobody. I will probably make no impact on this earth in any way, shape or form. But I do know, that peace is not ending war and being in a quiet solitude place. It is being within anger and controversy and still being happy and content. I think everyone should give peace a chance. Just like John Lennon said. No one appreciates the things the earth really gives us. It gives us anything we could ask for .. and we give it nothing in return. Well I guess this is goodbye, to myself. I'm fourteen now, and im hoping to get this letter when im twenty two. I want to see how my thinking has changed, as well as the world.