A letter from June 24th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, I hope that you are doing well. Me, I'm not so sure anymore. Everything usually feels..faded, and sleepy. As if I'm not always awake. I spend my days playing video games and listening to music, and my nights devising crazy imaginative ideas, (like that one about the three aspects and colors.) I have a good life though. Everyone is nice. I have to start looking for jobs though. Honestly, I want to work, I really do, but I don't want the money. I feel like I don't really need nice things. I feel like I'm ready to transcend into the next level of my existence. I suppose I'm not though. I've got lots of things to learn and God has his fate for me, so I can't give up so easily. Hopefully you've found something productive to do with yourself now. Something helpful to mankind. Maybe not huge, but something helpful at least to someone. I feel like I have spoken a different language from everyone else, for the longest while, feels like they don't understand me, or don't want to. It isn't really like that though. I'm just as bit as equal as anyone else. Hope you've learned to stop being so impatient and headstrong with things. After what happened with tori and Cameron, I would have hoped so. I know you're probably all fearless and shit, but the world isn't. They have to take things slow, and steady. If you ever hope to find a mate, you must learn this. Or, well, maybe you could just keep looking. There's someone out there. Speaking of which, hope you've gotten control of Toge. The spirit of the wild, of the free. The spirit of passion, and desperation. The Spirit of Intensity. Hope you stopped doing the fleshful things too. While those things are slowly becoming more accepted as the years pass, that doesn't make them ok to do. They keep you from wanting to experience the better. Gotta keep clean. Maybe every one in a millennia, but not often. Anyways, keep going. Help the world around you, those less fortunate.