am i maried

Dear FutureMe, am i still alive or not? am i married? many quest.... but i hope that my future pride is "besma" of she is my girl than i was right and i didn't lose my time for nothing say hello to her and told her i love here forever if its not here thene am sure its a wonderfull girl but i am a loser. so futureme bekind with here and remember your first love "besma" see ya in heaven "inchalah"