hey, hows it going

Thus letter is late but I'm sending it back further so there isn't such a big gap between emails. So it's been rough lately. I've been feeling completely and utterly useless, lonely, empty... All the time. I wonder if this is what depression feels like. I can't stand going to school, I can't stand talking to people. Every morning daddy wakes me up but I go right back to bed, it takes a huge effort to force myself to get up, and only because I will get yelled at if I miss the bus and will still have to go to school either way. School is just a distraction from the constant empty feeling I have. Honestly, everything is just a distraction. When I don't have something to keep me occupied, I don't know what to do with myself. A long time ago my mom asked if I wanted to see a therapist, and I said no art the time but I'm almost wondering now if I should ask to see one. Well that's about it, I guess I'm sorry