A letter from September 27th, 2015

Dear FutureMe, Dont let yourself fall for him, he makes me justify my feelings of depression, always changes things about me he dosnt find perfect and uses me at his convinence. He expects me to wait around for him and feel thankful that im the one he ultimately comes back to and just assumes that he can have me when he's ready to settle.he gets mad because im not comfortable being a social butterfly in every situation acting is if i can ellicit deep conversation at any given moment. He makes me do questionable things and pressures me to do things that make me uncomfortable. He prepetuates so many of my insecurites to only later issue conpliments that contradict himself. He lies and cheats and just like my father fears being alone. If i were to leave he would quickly fill fhe void with another. He is morally ambigous about cheating and wants to drag me down and keep me from pursuing great opportunities because he may selfishly miss me.for him relationships are about proximity and convinence. He wants easy... Simple... Convinent. Pays too much attention to superficial things while maintaining a childish optimism found only in the young and naive. My friends and family push me to strive for more and travel beyond the confines of the valley, yet he dosent. He seeks confinment for me.He expects to get everything he wants. He's selfish.... Childish.... Hes the guy who will ultimately hurt me like my father did my mother. As great as the highs are, just remeber the lows are at times unbearably excruciatingly painful. Dont let him in forever. Make him temporary. Free Yourself from this exhausting emotional roller coaster. Please future me... Heed theese warnings. Dont let the dimples and fond memories of familiarity fool you. Strive for Daveed level greatness, ur ultimate epitome of happiness.