I hope what YOU are now will give meaning to what I am now.

Dear FutureMe, I hope what YOU are now will give meaning to what I am now. I hope the choices I am making will light up your path and that now you are thankful and relieved from all this confusion. Everything feels so big and out of control right now, so I hope by the time you receive this you are just enjoying the ride, even with all the bumps, and that maybe you have the tools to understand better what i am going through and find some peace and clarity in it. I wish you all the best, you are an amazing person, but you often get so caught up in what you don't like about yourself that you forget to notice what you love about you. Count your blessings. Enjoy what you have, it gives me pace knowing that you already have the answers to the questions that I am so much struggling to answer. I hope the universe turns out to be everything you could have possibly ever imagined it to be. Lots of love 22 years old Me (: 10 Oct 2015