A letter from November 23rd, 2015

Dear FutureMe, how much of an embarrassment do you see your 15 year old self? I'm sure I'm a huge one since I'm embarrassed at myself from about a week ago. I'm sorry for you. Anyways, how has THAT story progressed? you know, that one wIth all the deities where God (jahova, yahweh, allah, or whatever you may have decided his main name be, since I haven't decided yet) was the main antagonist and the main character was the only descendant of Michtlantechutli that inherited the death deity's abilities, for some mysterious reason. Or have you abandoned it completely? I wouldn't doubt it. you may now feel embarrassed remembering this, wether it be because you saw this as a very childish stage where I was obsessing over something that only existed in my mind or you actually continued to build on to it and it seems so terrible now. I see the second one fairly unlikely to happen, but it's a good thing if it does, in my opinion. If my future self from 5 years in the future had actually continued it and is embarrassed by how it is now, it must have improved greatly. If you haven't continued, it's good that you have stopped spending so much time on the story and hopefully, spend your time on something more important. I can only hope that you moved onto something that is beneficial, but it's the future I'm talking about here, we can never be sure of what will happen Talking about the uncertainty of the future, it may not be fit to say "have a good day". So if it isn't, I hope for the best for you. Well, of course, we are the same person. I really suck with things like this. crap, I'm actually getting emotional writing this letter. The song "I don't wanna die" by Hollywood Undead playing while I was typing the previous paragraph didn't help I'd ask how embarrassed you would be about my music taste along with a for other things, but I've already asked enough of those questions. I'm sure you'd have enough embarrassment with what I've already typed. I'm not so evil to embarrass you even more, especially since I would regret it later. Unless you have gotten somewhat immune to embarrassment. I've repeated embarrassment so much that it doesn't feel like a real word anymore best wishes, the embarrassment of 5 years ago