A letter from December 15th, 2015

Dear Me 5 years into the future, We just did a letter for one year, but let's do one for 5. I hope this site still exists and this gets delivered. Wow, 5 years! 2020! What is the world like? What Apple watch, iPhone, other technology do you have? Are you working in marketing yet? I really do hope so. I just want to remind you that we started a new job last week, and as of now we really hate it. I wonder how it will be to look back and think about it again 5 years from now, how our feelings have changed. On a more serious note, how are we mentally doing? Did we ever reach that goal weight? Are we still really struggling? Have we gotten far too thin, and received help? Are we still balancing in limbo like we have for the last 11 years? I'm so curious if you ever found a therapist who worked. If you did, and if they changed your life, if you're not still seeing them, would you send them an email and just thank them again? I would love to know 5 years from now we have gotten better. I really hope we don't have chronic medical problems, although it's very possible. Do we still have a full head of hair? Are our teeth still in tact? Have we ever had to be hospitalized? Or were we able to beat this monster. I also hope you've found the time to ride horses, perhaps we have our own?! I also hope you're writing still. Are Luna and Skye still with us? Is everyone in your family still around? I hope we have moved out of home, and that maybe we even have a boyfriend, or possible fiance? But if I had to guess, I would think we're still single. Are our main friend group still our friends? How I hope we've survived this long, I hope I can get this email and have grown so much since it. If not, it's okay. It's never too late to change. I just hope you're okay, that we're okay. I also wonder if we changed our minds about kids yet. Also omg you're almost 30! Wow, way to make myself feel old! I hope you celebrated your bday this year tho. Anyway, much love. xoxox