A letter from February 8th, 2016

I hope you are alive to read this. It was only 2 days before you experienced a life changing experience which made you realize that our inner senses are more valuable than the outer worldly things. It made you a consciousness with only the senses without memories or mind which made you a part of the whole existence without the mind which was created and bound within logic of the things we see. I cannot describe this moment in words. I want to remember this "nothing matters in the end". You are now 25 years old, happy, working only for money trying to make more life experiences with the money. People around me are moving to other places other jobs in search of money. I do not feel the need to earn more money greed can never stop i know it now. I want to stop it before its too late. No matter where i go i work for another greedy guy. In the future if you are running for money i can think you are doing it for your loved ones. Now i do not have any idea of having kids which i think is going to be costly:P and hectic. Remember you are not afraid for the responsibility. Do not have kids because you are bored and feel void. Void will always remain in you no matter what you do. Enjoy the sadness which will always comes to you in different forms. Don't be afraid of any experiences even death. Take care of Mom and Dad no matter what. They were the only people responsible for your Maturity. "ANY THING CAN HAPPEN ANY TIME"