A letter from September 8th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm so sad right now I really need help, so much help. I think I'm depressed and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't want to be alone all my life I cannot do it NONONONO NOT ANYMORE. PLEASE HELP ME, HELP YOURSELF. I AM SO SAD AND I FEEL SO LONELY IT'S TERRIBLE. No love and affection for me, then...nothing. I am going to die of loneliness. I just can't make peace with the thought yet. I have to stop thinking about dying and suicide. I'm crying my eyes out. I don't want to go back to London..........I can't.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Not much has changed, An dear :( I got so...

Hwit dtersta tlsa thogtuh i ti ti mhtsinoeg ielk i sued ogfrto sha shit ecentr nleegif er,ya wsa taht. Rlbpt,eeteh 'lil os yuohlflep 'mi ryethap of lroeiyuss iknnghit ntarstig no terteb etg. Ot ont fegeinl ot fntdyieile 'mi htwi ton not ienef,gl ubt hreewht i nley,ol ttah euds sedu ro suer dolnon ogt bemecar and rseu i i'm tog. . . Abmey ,it teh cion mabye deam em keli ghnacite im' diks.
Od one hte heewr i lil' fro ntnuceria to eus:r ahwt htign in be watn si batou fure,tu 'mi so. . . Ads (: relaly tis'.