A letter from November 29th, 2016

Dear Ldizzle, If you still go by that nickname. Today it's one of those days where you just feel so blah. Currently your iphone (which you've dropped several times) has decided to not work. You're so frustrated at the moment. You feel like 2016 has been by far the worst year in history of your life. It's had it's ups but you've had a lot of downs. You've been so anxious about our future lately....so anxious about what lies ahead but you really shouldn't be. I truly believe when you look back on this letter you will have done a complete 360. You'll find the career path you've always dreamed of. You won't have to work three jobs like you are currently. You'll let go of the past and the past loves you are stuck on. You'll let your guard down and let him love you. As much as you care for certain individuals, they won't return the same empathy and compassion. Let them go, be happy with what you have. You'll pull through this time like you always do, just keep your head up beautiful. It may be hard now but you can't let the world beat you. you're better than that. you are looking phenomenal, you've been doing a low carb diet. even though you feel fat at the moment, you're working on getting back to it. don't lose your light, don't lose your faith. Just because you work in an environment where they treat you like you aren't worth anything, YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING I know this time next year, will be so much more extravagant for you. I love you and keep your head up. sincerely, ldizzle from the past